Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Wonder Makes a Claim



A Meditation for the Third Sunday after Epiphany


John 2:1-11

1.

This week, I’ve been thinking a good bit about my friend Ghassan Manasra, the Muslim sheikh and community activist who first introduced me to Nazareth and the Galilee almost five years ago.  Some of you have met him here at FCC: a brave man with a huge heart.  And I remember the generous pride, the sweet light in Ghassan’s eye that day five years ago, as he led me first (before anything else) to a rocky outcropping just outside Nazareth.  The old city Jesus called home.  And there, on a cliff, my Muslim friend told me about the day Jesus preached an edgy sermon to the home folks and in no time got himself run out of town.  “We remember this as the place,” Ghassan told me, with a wink, “where they chased Jesus that day, and where he escaped their madness, and slipped away untouched.  So he could do so many good things.”  I’ve still got that picture at home: a great shot of the Muslim sheikh smiling on a cliff and recalling Jesus’ sneaky getaway.  “So he could do so many great things.”

Ghassan insisted that our next stop be Cana, the nearby village where Jesus—the story goes—turned water into wine and turned an ordinary reception into a wedding feast.  You’ve heard the story this morning: how Jesus and his mother get into it a little bit, some conversational jousting about party provisions and the timing of miracles.  Jesus isn’t convinced.  But you’ve heard how his mother slips away and kind of provokes Jesus to do his thing.  Water into wine.  And so the ordinary wedding reception becomes an extraordinary feast—and a sign of things to come.

To be honest, I didn’t have Cana on my list of places to visit in the Galilee or sites to see there.  There were so many others.  But Ghassan insisted: there was that sweet light in his eye, and I couldn’t say no.  So we parked his little car a few blocks from the town square and walked up to the medieval church that sits on the holy site.  And we stepped into the place where Galileans celebrate Jesus’ first miracle.

Now the church had been built, obviously, long after Jesus’ time.  But the memory of the place, its significance in John’s Gospel, draws believers still from all over the globe.  Ghassan and I sat and watched from the back pew as a steady stream of women and men approached the old altar up front.  Several were weeping at the rail, and several more praying aloud in Spanish and English and what must have been an African language.  Ghassan was even more excited there in Cana than he’d been on that cliff in Nazareth.

And in that back pew we talked.  We talked about our families and our faith; we talked about some of the fears that keep us – awake at night.  And we talked about Islam and Sufism, and why it is that a Sufi sheikh likes to visit Cana where the rebel rabbi turned water into wine.  It was an extraordinary conversation and really an extraordinary morning for me.  And when we stood to leave and Ghassan put his arm around my shoulder, when he pulled me in close, I think I understood that trip to Cana and why it mattered so much.

The story, after all, is about transformation.  It’s about Jesus as an agent, a reluctant agent mind you, but an agent nonetheless of transformation.  It’s about life breaking open—and revealing depth and maturity and meaning.  Out of the ordinary stuff of human existence—partners getting married and guests showing up and wine served on tables and water waiting in pots—out of all this ordinary stuff, God coaxes wonder, delight, celebration and joy.  We walked through the little village, arm in arm, back to Ghassan’s car; and then we drove on to his family home in Nazareth for a traditionally magnificent midday meal.  And I think – I understood.  We are made for days like that.  We are made for friendship and feasting.  We are made for wonder and delight.  Christians and Muslims and Jews.  Guests and hosts, brides and bridegrooms.  We are made for wonder and delight.  Cana makes sense to me now.


2.

In the ancient world of course, weddings were almost always held outdoors—in lush spring gardens or fragrant community courtyards.  That’s important because John’s Gospel seems to be playing a bit, improvising on the first stories, the earliest themes in the Book of Genesis.  The ancient texts of Jewish faith.  You remember the story of the first man and the first woman in the garden: how they come to one another and tempt one another and grow up and even out of the garden together.

Well, John’s Gospel invites you and me back: back to the garden of wonder and delight; back to the garden of gratitude and celebration.  No sooner does Jesus call his first disciples—Andrew and Peter, Phillip and Nathanael—than he takes them out to Cana, to a wedding and a garden.  Discipleship will test them; it will be challenging and hard.  But faith takes time to stop and smell the roses.  Faith takes time to learn the names of the budding blossoms and the singing birds.  Faith takes time to enjoy the garden.

And notice the new twist.  John’s new twist.  Instead of tempting one another, as Adam and Eve did in the beginning; instead of deceiving and blaming one another, as Adam and Eve did in Genesis; Jesus and his mother—well, there’s kind of a playfulness to their banter.  Playfulness and provocation.  She merely mentions, right, that the wine’s running out.  He intuits her suggestion: that a miracle might be nice, might put a pretty bow on the whole afternoon.  But he resists, unsure that the time is right for such merriment.  “Don’t push me,” he tells her.  But she’s not so easily dissuaded; she gives him the slip, goes right to the wait staff and sets in motion the whole, wonderful, transformative experience.  Water into wine.  Out of the ordinary stuff, all this wonder and delight.
 
If there’s a sin—among all the rest—one sin that ticks me off in the Christian church, it’s that we have so often bored one another and bored the world with our banter, our beliefs and our blah blah blah.  I’ve yet to find the verse in the Bible or the prayer among the mystics that says: “Thou shalt be boring.”  Instead, over and over again, the mystics describe faith as a kind of falling in love, a wild and passionate affair of the spirit, a deepening awareness of God’s mystery in a world of constant wonder and delight.  The last thing on Jesus’ mind—or, let’s be honest, his mother’s—is boring us.

Have you watched the sun rise this week, over Monterey Bay, the way the sky blushes and the birds sing and surf comes to life?  That’s God’s mystery in a world of constant wonder and delight.  Have you stood there at the cutting board, making something savory and sweet for friends?  What happens when you love what you’re doing, when you enjoy the process of cooking, when you turn those simple ingredients into a scrumptious feast?  That’s God’s mystery in a world of constant wonder and delight.  As we get together this afternoon to celebrate eight core values, eight motivating values, is there any doubt that we are made for wonder and gratitude, that wonder and gratitude are holy dimensions of our human vocation?  And is there any doubt that the world aches for just that kind of religion: the kind that embraces wonder as holy and gratitude as sacred?  Can we find new ways to share that sense of wonder with neighbors and friends, with the curious and the broken and the bored?  I think we can.

3.

Of course, wonder makes its claim on our lives too.  And Jesus will go on from Cana to show Andrew and Peter, Phillip and Nathanael, just how this works.  Wonder opens our eyes and hearts to the gift of life and the amazing grace of God’s heart.  We cannot cling too tightly to that gift or claim that grace exclusively as our own.  Jesus traces a pattern that is generous, daring, kind and just.  So that the wonder we taste in the garden goes with us wherever we go: feeding the hungry in shelters, visiting the sick in nursing homes, confessing our mistakes and making amends over and over again.  Wonder sows seeds of delight in our souls; it plants a song in our deepest parts that lifts us in the hard times and takes flight to heaven in the good times.  But it makes its claim on our lives.  Wonder makes it claim on our lives.

I wonder how many of us have seen “Les Miserables” at the movies this month.  Jean Valjean is one of those characters who has almost lost his capacity for wonder and delight—so cruelly has the world beat it out of him.  But when a priest shows him kindness and offers him forgiveness—rather than sending him back to prison—Jean Valjean plunges into a crisis unlike any other he’s known.  He’s come to think of himself as an angry man: a wounded and vengeful one, justifiably bitter and defiant, and disinterested in human kindness.  But mercy shakes him to the core and demands a choice: Will Jean Valjean turn away from wonder, from grace, from human kindness?  Or will he yield to mercy, embrace his capacity for love and live out of the heart of God’s grace?

There’s a scene—in the movie—where Jean Valjean wrestles with this choice, dramatically, where he agonizes over the change it demands and throws himself at last into the wonder, into the challenge, into the joy of this new life.  It’s not easy.  It’s never easy.  But it is life.  It’s the opportunity to love and be loved.  It’s the opportunity to serve the cause of freedom.  It’s the pleasure of watching the sun rise and cooking good meals for friends and living life in the garden of grace.  If you haven’t seen “Les Miserables,” I hope you will.  It’s a powerfully made film—with all manner of Christian metaphor and themes.  I think you’ll like it.  A lot.

Something I’ll be thinking about this week is this bit about Jesus and his mother egging one another on in the garden at Cana.  Maybe it says something about community, about relationship, about what can happen when we risk friendship and delight together.  I get the impression—in John’s telling of this tale—that there is no miracle, there is no water into wine, without that relationship. Without Jesus and his mother egging one another on.  It’s kind of like there is no future, no transformation for Jean Valjean, without the old priest giving away the candlesticks, without the old priest’s courage in doing what his savior did before him.

I’ll be thinking about that this week, and this afternoon as we gather for our congregational meeting.  What a gift we have in this circle of faith, in this community of Christ!  God has planted us in a garden, a California garden—holy and wild, sweet and wondrous—and she’s planted us here together.  You and you and you and me.  May these wonders—little ones and big ones—inspire in us all the courage, all the generosity, all the love they inspired in Jesus and in his mother so long ago.  In Cana.  Amen.