Friday, 2 pmKreg Yingst Art
I've spent a good bit of the morning preparing my heart, and some space at the church, for a Good Friday gathering this evening. Outside, a party's been in full swing since about 11--a house full of undergraduates next door--and the dissonance is jarring, puzzling, sad even. On small cards, I've written the names we'll hold in prayer tonight: Mahmoud Khalil, Rumeysa Ozturk, Mohsen Mawsawi, Kilmer Abrego Garcia--sisters, brothers, sons, daughters detained, slammed into Louisiana cells, used as pawns in Pilate's awful game. Do my beer-guzzling neighbors know these names? Do they care?
This year, Golgotha could be anywhere. The car pulled over, its windows smashed in New Bedford. Masked men in the streets of Somerville. Queer kids bullied by their classmates' parents. HIV programs defunded at the whim of a tyrant. Maybe even a quiet and lonely kid in one of those bedrooms next door, uninvited to the party downstairs.
It's possible that whatever Easter offers, the only way to assess that gift is through this sad and awful day, this day of detentions and bitter deportations, this day of blame and scapegoating, this day of genocide unleashed and voices silenced. Will we keep watch? Will we sit together at the cross? Are we faithful enough to weep?
When the women arrive to anoint Jesus' bloodied body, the text says they are 'stymied' in their task, unable to do what they'd hoped, because the stone's been rolled back. Only there, face to face with all that stymies, all that rages within us, all that is just plain wrong--might be catch a glimpse of One whose power is beyond ours, One whose love is not contrained by narcissism and greed. Easter begins in their 'stymied' hearts--and ours.